和好

大清早到學校探訪, 還給「擺上檯」, 真的有點那個....

回來後趕緊寫proposal, 是一個有趣的講座, 希望bid到啦~


容讓生氣過夜, 整晚都睡不好. 但又因為沒有講和, 今天還是很激氣, 故意不理他的留言不聽他的電話. 哼, 真的想不理他了! 到晚上, 聽他的口吻似乎開竅了, 明白我的感受了, 這才饒了他吧!!

印象中, 除了那年分開兩地外, 我從沒這樣「懲罰」過他. 其實我們也有很久沒有真的吵架了.

聖經說不可含怒到日落是對的. 我們以後都不要這樣, 有甚麼不開心的事情, 當天一定要解決, 知道嗎?

吵架

激死我!!!!!

都冇解....

又蠢又鈍又以為自己好了解...

好失望呀~~

再見星期天

YEAH~ 終於有假放了~~ 感覺真的很舒服很開心!!

中午與牛津的朋友聚舊...很久不見了... 或者是我有點自卑吧~~ 那個世界對我來說像夢幻一樣, 與現實是扯不上的.... 也許這就使我靜悄悄地從大家的世界裏退出來吧.... 其實大家都沒甚麼變, 一樣的斯文, 一樣的口花, 一樣的能幹, 一樣的搞笑~

聚舊後坐渡海小輪, 很舒服!! 找他去, 一起玩小豬, 難得他肯跟我一樣的無聊和幼稚.... 但心裏很掛念祖母, 她的心情還是不太好....這幾天精神也差了.... 還是早一點回家陪陪她.....

全女班

這一班是清一色全女班... 所謂三個女人一個墟...可想然之上課的情況是多麼「熱鬧」!! 但也好, 氣氛好, 教得輕鬆, 學得開心吧!! 是一個好開始 ^^

不過三句鐘的課真的很累人... 我的雙腿又酸軟又無力, 口乾得要命~

下班後, 陪媽媽到崇光... 她可是很雀躍呢~ 感謝週, 有很多特價品.... 雖然有的真的便宜多了, 但我倒沒興趣花費在本來就不需要的東西上.... 但陪陪媽媽也是好的.... 她快樂就好了.....

晚上看了一會兒「殘酷一叮」... 看譚校長"乙水"那小妹妹... 真的把我笑翻了!!!

「軍師」

外國朋友竟找我作「軍師」, 為他的求婚計劃給意見~~ 這種角色很容易變成吃力不討好, 但我卻又已經洗濕了頭.... 怎也好... 是一件有趣愉快的經歷... 祝你成功吧!!

為新一學期備課.... 不算忙, 也不輕鬆... 這樣生活, 其實也蠻不錯吧~~

這些雨到底要落多久才會停呢??!!

危險?!

與明吃午飯. 真好. 老朋友久不久便會約我吃午飯, 若不是你們做主動的話, 我應該摺埋左好耐~

跟她談起我的他. 他已經親切得像我的親人, 而不單單是戀人那般. 有時我會想如果我從沒有他的話, 有事的時候我還有誰跟我商量? 明的第一個反應卻是"這樣很危險喎..."

危險嗎?! 我明白她的意思.... 這個世界沒有誰沒了誰就不行這話兒.... 但情感的依附卻又是很實在很具體的.... 原來不知不覺間我真的變得倚賴與柔弱了....

規則

這幾天沒有下雨, 也不太熱, 可以走路上班. 雖然聽說維園的蚊患嚴重, 也使我有點擔心, 但呼吸清新空氣卻真的不錯!!

開會日... 把手頭上的東西整理一下, 準備handover的事情... 給同事笑我太坦白.... 看來這兩年的經驗沒有把我教精一點... 算了吧!!

我常把這個世界想得太簡單.... 我以為那樣會較好... 但原來有些人是會因著我的天真而不快樂和受傷害的.... 於是, 就算有時候你想率真一點, 其實也應該收斂一些.... 當保護別人也好, 保護自己也罷.... 這就是規則....

把握時間

香蕉仔今天又來和我們玩了!! 今天他的心情似乎特別好, 咿咿呀呀的, 好可愛啊！我抱起他玩了一會, 衣服都沾上他的BB味, 好香好開心^____^

收到老細的電郵，催我７月前pub文．還要重做lit review, 好灰-_-!! 早知便兩年前做好算了！但想起來老細都有他的無奈和苦處，我就儘管試一試吧！

去旅行的事情煩擾太久, 令我全無心機了！不理了！到時再算，反正都是想散心，無謂計劃太多!!　時間要好好把握，做些更有意義的事情！

晚上，看學警雄心大結局。我知道現實往往就是那麼殘忍，但劇集不可以留點餘地嗎？大團圓結局不好嗎？生活裏已有太多無可奈何的悲劇，連看電視也要面對.... 唉.... 當學警們唱著「強」的時候，我又忍不住要躲進洗手間裏去了.....

只因心中記緊，當天可敬父親.....

撐過了

再不想做的事情... 基於責任... 基於想法改變... 基於甚麼都好... 都撐過了....

要盡快計劃行程了... 好期待好好散心的假期呀~~

最後一課

最後一課了！以後的星期天終於不用再上班！

最後一課, 雖然過得有點「柴娃娃」,但算幾有趣吧！少年人心裏想的跟表現出來的常常很不一致, 很奇怪的.... 課程完結了, 我也有點不捨得大家呢~

回家後覺得頭部有點隱隱作痛, 趕快好好休息... 明天還有一場硬仗呢!!

2005/5/21

massage... leg becomes swollen ah.. dim suen.. can't sit and can't walk... help!

rest with grow, very happy.. watch photos together... he likes me.. i like him.... ^^

final prepareation

finished preparing for the training la.. seedan la, i've already given my best~

patrick asked me to publish the Mphil thesis before CP starts~ troublesome!!!!

keep on tidying up my room... sort of ok now

getting busy...

um... sleepy day... though very much unwilling.. still have to do it...

thinking of how to prepare for the CP program.. shall i start the thesis asap? should find patrick really soon...


start to prepare for the PT teaching post again... very busy suddenly

老細生日

其中一位老細生日, 大家夾錢與他到酒樓慶祝.... 本來是一件開心的事情, 但卻因另一位老細的意見和壓力, 使負責安排的同事很為難... 雖然不干我的事, 但我看在眼裏, 也替他們辛苦....

幾番掙扎, 最終還是擺脫不了這類培訓....唉....

could you tell me what is the point doing all these?!

sick leave for half day... actually it's sleepy.. but i know i'll get sick after work... so better rest first

then go back and complete the ppt things... all done finally!!

macau trip

he went to trip with my cell mates, happy ^_^

it's so hot

but the trip is enjoyable

just that it's too tiring and i got headache

but the food is really delicious ^^

the crab congee and fried fish balls... marvellous!

got home very late la~ but he's with me, i feel so safe...

2005/5/15

hot hot...

teaching teen... today better again

dine together

lee.. ai... why so picky on us?!

his bday

unlike last year... i can't afford treating him a good meal this year...

but i planned to give him a big surprise...

unluckily he came back later than expected, and he felt discomfort and went home earlier ... so my plan spoiled la

anyway.... finally we went to watch the Kingdom of Heaven...

what a shameful history in christianity....

God... we keep on disappointing you.. how hurt it will be?!

we are so sorry...



on the way home, we discussed the film and the felp teaching vigourously...

i'm not in a good temper when disagreement arises

i need to improve on this really


but i'm truly happy that we can share on these issues and enjoy the intellectual exchange we have in every aspects.... we are growing up together, aren't we? ^^

OC

quarrel with mom right in the morning.. when can she understand and respect us? ai....

work on ppt for the whole day.. my perfectionisticsm and obsessive-compulsive traits again drive me crazy la~

2005/5/12

finished all story ppt finally!! can start sth new tmr.... but really dun wanna demo in teacher training loh...

dan is so weird today... anyway....

dine with him... met sis's bf.. so funny

auntie treats me really good ^_^

got the admission letter la... $$$$ ~~ ai...

周身痛

做ppt, 成日對住電腦.. 眼很痛呢

位置不佳, 姿勢唔好... 右邊身好痛

中午時他來找我吃飯, 還逛了一會兒街, 好開心^^

2005/5/10

play with baby banana

planning taiwan trip...

no mood to work

落湯雞

在中午時份, 連貨櫃車都給吹翻了的橫風橫雨之際, 我竟然在維園中央走過.... 結果只有變成落湯雞, 到達餐廳的時候, 連裙子也扭得出水了!! terrible!!!

公司下次訂座吃飯, 真的要留意一下天氣報告!!

last talk

the last talk that i've had here... ok smooth.. met the girl and the parent again in the talk.. a bit embarassing.. but ok la~~

so tiring... went back home taking some rest first... then went to felp again.. today our cell held meeting... about communication and sharing.... glad to hear their stories....

tmr is mother's day... i made her some bean curd roll... spent so much time!! hope she'lll like it ~

2005/5/6

daniel sick leave... two days didn't see him, really a bit bored...

silver cried after lunching with her friend... ai... breaking up really hurts a lot...

martin also comes to tell his story...

well sth i really can't understand completely....

come and go

working with ppt for the last talk i ever have in this company, though not in a good mood....

many applicants coming to interviews, all are from CU, the feelings are so funny.... they leave CU and come here, I leave here and go back to CU.... this is what we call "ppl come and go" maybe....

2005/5/2

he worked overnight!!

but then we can see today.... i love him.. though i sometimes think other guys are nice too... i really love him, i belong to him....

dinner with granduncle... big family... so noisy and tiring....

2005/5/1

i'm afraid i like jacob more and more

very sleepy when teaching teen... but q. funny by the end...

tonight the korean drama is ended la... can spend less time watching tv then...