contradictory feelings

teach sunday school.. a new student and is really oppositional... headache >_<

finally he has time for me la.. we go shopping... i find an outlet and he bought me three pieces of clothes... happy ^^


originally wanna shop with him too, but he can't find suitable ones
so we went to buy sushi and salami, delicious!! but expensive >_< but suen la ... bday ma


to my surprise, his sister bought me fancl loh~~ haha.. i dunno how to use at all.. heard that it's expensive.. thx her la... and i'm glad to see she uses the bag i sent her

but then he made me cry... ai... different perspectives on things again... and this time the subject is important... that's why i can't help bursting out.... really sad....
take a long time to cool down this time.. it's been long that we haven't been so unhappy due to the other party.... ai... but finally put it aside.. as we know we really love each other, and there's no way we can angry for long...


back home for dinner and watch tv together, we are really tired la....

bday

raining for the whole day


get prepared in the last minute (again >_<), then go teaching, tired...

back to fellowship, prayer walk, it's special... good experience....


bday la.. no celebration actually, he needs to work
and perhaps since i've grown up la, ppl's remembrance doesn't matter much


give myself quiet time to think over.... i just feel like, i should really set off for my life again... i shouldn't stay like this.... it's not good for me... and it doesn't please God too.... but how? i still feel so weak and lost....

thinking of daddy again....

Heavenly Father..... please... forgive me... and hold me....

he came to visit me very late at night... well... for some reason, i almost get mad at him... but finally we are fine.... lucky... as it is my bday afterall...

last composer class

stay at home to work for the whole day

then go to the composer class at night
last lesson la.. like music theory, not learning much... anyway... an interest course is over la~


brother is back, thx God!!

Lunch with D4

看看看,再寫寫寫, 兩年前的東西實在太麻煩了~~~~ 也不知道自己到底在做甚麼!!


到沙田跟D4吃飯, 收到耳環做生日禮物, 很可愛, 是一隻為食貓與一排魚骨! =P 可惜少了春春... 她真的很忙呀~~ 知道她可能要離開, 真的很surprised..... 換轉是我, 一定沒有那份勇氣, 灑脫, 和上進心!! 但魚子就可憐了....

飯後回校見老細, 他竟比上次更長氣, 談了近三小時 @..@ 令我跟朋友之後的約會大遲到!! 與友人談談近況, 還有那個concept sharing.... well... 基本上我是認同的... 但真的負擔不來... poor~

bday surprise

lunch with dada and mama, thx for their bday present and blessings

seems that everyone in the company know it's near my bday, so surprised *.*

teaching kids again, a bit better today, classroom settings make a difference indeed


then rush to lyrics class...q. enjoyable ^_^

生日會

uncle 今晚宴客慶祝生日. 本來以為要走堂赴約, 幸好導師亦臨時有時, 改期上課~ 哈哈!

花了許多腦汁, 希望給uncle買一件合用又合意的生日禮物... 他一晚通宵工作後今天也提早下班了, 於是一起去買. 最後買了一套運動衣服, 都幾型仔~ 但他卻取笑我買禮物給uncle.....說甚麼我多餘... 太過緊張..... blah blah blah 的....

我不作一聲的, 忽然哭了....
我也很想給我的爸爸買一份生日禮物!! 但我已經沒有機會了!!! :....(

uncle說不用買禮物, 但收到禮物始終會高興的, 不是嗎? 為甚麼不願意多花點心思讓對方高興呢?

男生, 都是粗心大意的!
回到他的家裏, 已有一檯麻雀了~ 陸陸續續的很多親戚都上來了, 小小的房子, 一時間有成廿人, 還有一檯麻雀, 連坐都不能!! 有許多小朋友, 好可愛~ 先與他們玩飛行棋, 然後玩自創的無聊遊戲, 猜猜畫畫等.... 他家族的生日會都好搞笑的, 由壽星公請客. 今晚uncle 煮了許多食物, 都很好吃... 我好想每樣菜式都試試, 但太飽了, 不可能~

飯後再與小朋友玩一會, 然後跟他, 妹妹, 和妹妹的男友一起玩紙牌, 幾開心! 妹妹的男友沒之前那麼害羞, 也顯露出他古靈精怪的一面了, hehe~ 據說今晚他很開心, 因為uncle邀請他來, 好像肯定了他的地位, hoho! 好可愛的男生!! 與妹妹都幾相襯 ^__^

捱打

今天孩子們不知何解那麼情緒高漲, 幾乎不受控制. 我們是顧此失彼, 累極了!

放學時跟其中一個難搞孩子的母親談他的情況, 最後那孩子竟在母親面前狠狠的打我一拳!! 當時我當然要忍住, 還要平心靜氣的跟他理論和解釋. 最後我要先道歉他才肯草草留下一句"對不起"... 這個孩子,真的很難搞~

他們走了以後, 看看被打的地方, 紅了一塊.... 幸好他只有七歲, 不然我就更慘了!! 但都痛了很久呀..... >_