bday

raining for the whole day


get prepared in the last minute (again >_<), then go teaching, tired...

back to fellowship, prayer walk, it's special... good experience....


bday la.. no celebration actually, he needs to work
and perhaps since i've grown up la, ppl's remembrance doesn't matter much


give myself quiet time to think over.... i just feel like, i should really set off for my life again... i shouldn't stay like this.... it's not good for me... and it doesn't please God too.... but how? i still feel so weak and lost....

thinking of daddy again....

Heavenly Father..... please... forgive me... and hold me....

he came to visit me very late at night... well... for some reason, i almost get mad at him... but finally we are fine.... lucky... as it is my bday afterall...