hospital day

why? why suicide?

this is my friend.. my best friend... who has been so sad and so sick now... i feel so bad...

another day to be spoilt... but nothing is more important than life, than love....

visit grandma then... but late... she's waited for me.... so guilty.... i see the bruise in her pat pat... my heart simply ache... my poor old lady....

mom is crying again... i cry too... but why? we're all trapped, aren't we? where's the exit? death?

mercy for us, lord...